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Created on 2003-12-01 15:55:10 (#1499669), last updated 2006-11-04
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427 Journal Entries, 0 Tags, 4 Memories, 0 Virtual Gifts, 3 Userpics
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http://www.livejournal.com/users/polishbaibee/26051.html
If you want to see my various accnts on sites and thingies..yeah.
I play way too many.
Alone in my own little white room
Making chums out of clothes bound
With lovers out of twitching shadows
I'm never alone, won't be alone
In my little room so nice and soft
Thoughts and I dance joyfully around
With hands for strange bedfellows
I'm never alone, can't be alone
In my room so little, so depraved
I scream for hours without sound
Hide I try, thought always follows
I'm never alone, wish to be alone
~Stolen from Mr. Stalkee
My Unbroken Soul
(Written: 21/09/04)
Don’t you just hate it when there’s something to say,
But whenever you try there isn’t a way?
This story that I am about to tell you,
Isn’t a story at all, for it’s true…
I know the words, they just won’t come out,
As my heart starts bleeding, I begin to shout,
“Why the fuck does this always happen to me?”
And drop down from this pain to one knee.
My demon simply looks over me and sneers,
Like a nightmare beckoning all of my fears,
And as the gentle tears roll down my face,
My heart rate picks up at an alarming pace.
I try to scream, though the words are all silent,
My demon, still over me, begins to get violent,
Kicking me back, I slide along the floor,
“I am not simply your demon, for I am much more”.
Lying on the ground, I slowly try to move,
“What the hell do you think you’re trying to prove?”
My demon just screams as he raises his fist,
Aiming straight at my face, no way to resist.
I take one harsh blow, but it doesn’t stop there,
My heart rate now falls, but there’s no one to care,
Laying there limp, and broken and bruised,
Nothing more I can do, but to stay and be abused.
My demon stops, and stares me straight in the eye,
“All of this pain, yet you still don’t cry?”
Using all of his might, he stabs through my lung,
I wonder why my life had to be taken so young.
Blood slowly drained from my body once whole,
All that’s now left is my unbroken soul.
- By Mr. Ben
http://www.livejournal.com/users/polishbaibee/26051.html
If you want to see my various accnts on sites and thingies..yeah.
I play way too many.
Alone in my own little white room
Making chums out of clothes bound
With lovers out of twitching shadows
I'm never alone, won't be alone
In my little room so nice and soft
Thoughts and I dance joyfully around
With hands for strange bedfellows
I'm never alone, can't be alone
In my room so little, so depraved
I scream for hours without sound
Hide I try, thought always follows
I'm never alone, wish to be alone
~Stolen from Mr. Stalkee
My Unbroken Soul
(Written: 21/09/04)
Don’t you just hate it when there’s something to say,
But whenever you try there isn’t a way?
This story that I am about to tell you,
Isn’t a story at all, for it’s true…
I know the words, they just won’t come out,
As my heart starts bleeding, I begin to shout,
“Why the fuck does this always happen to me?”
And drop down from this pain to one knee.
My demon simply looks over me and sneers,
Like a nightmare beckoning all of my fears,
And as the gentle tears roll down my face,
My heart rate picks up at an alarming pace.
I try to scream, though the words are all silent,
My demon, still over me, begins to get violent,
Kicking me back, I slide along the floor,
“I am not simply your demon, for I am much more”.
Lying on the ground, I slowly try to move,
“What the hell do you think you’re trying to prove?”
My demon just screams as he raises his fist,
Aiming straight at my face, no way to resist.
I take one harsh blow, but it doesn’t stop there,
My heart rate now falls, but there’s no one to care,
Laying there limp, and broken and bruised,
Nothing more I can do, but to stay and be abused.
My demon stops, and stares me straight in the eye,
“All of this pain, yet you still don’t cry?”
Using all of his might, he stabs through my lung,
I wonder why my life had to be taken so young.
Blood slowly drained from my body once whole,
All that’s now left is my unbroken soul.
- By Mr. Ben
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